Shocked...

Shocked... it's the only word I could use to describe the emotion rolling through me right now, I looked into the sweet innocent face of my beautiful son... filled with all the hopes and dreams of tomorrow, anticipation for a bright beautiful future..
When all of a sudden out of nowhere I felt my eyes had beseeched me, I blinked trying to expel the image that I could feel permanently settling in my brain, as I held what appeared to be a small puppy...
I knew this day would come, I had seen so much; much more than anyone should ever see in their lives, I had finally lost my mind. I tried to look up at Jacob.. at anyone to see if anyone conveyed the look of shock I could feel on my face, but I couldn't tear my eyes away from the image of the small, warm....  animal in my arms..
No way this was possible, I had heard of many things, but this had to be one of the most amazing things I'd ever seen, as the pup whimpered still clearly upset he swiped at my arm, his claws ripping at the bare skin..
I flinched back as Jake gently grabbed the baby from my arms, snapping me back into reality..
Baby.... Son.... Puppy?   No, not puppy..... Wolf.... it hit me like a sharp, cold breeze, suddenly I realized what had happened, what was happening... what would this mean?
Did anyone know, could they? Had there ever been? I knew the answer... No..
What would happen to my sweet, beautiful baby boy?
I looked at Jake, as he quietly hushed our little man, I could feel the warm tears flowing down my cheeks uncontrollably, I looked at Carlisle, I'd never seen such a confused expression in his eyes before, surely if anyone had an explanation it would be him, after all he was an expert in all things supernatural.. He could help... couldn't he?


As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen