Saturday, August 28, 2010
Taylor Lautner Talks Breaking Dawn (Spoiler Alert!)
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
The Little Married Couple...
Well we never left the little red house for the rest of the day, we made love with one another, dozed in and out of blissful sleep, Jake raided the pantry, "Hey, a guys gotta keep his strength up," he laughed. It felt really warm when I woke up and when I hazily opened my eyes I realized there were candles Everywhere surrounding the bed all over the floor scattered in a path leading out the bedroom door, I sat up combing my fingers through my hair, how long had I been asleep, it was really dark outside.. As I gazed through the window I seen the dark clouds rolling over the moon, it looked like more snow was headed our way, good maybe it would be the biggest blizzard Forks had ever seen and Jake and I wouldn't have to leave the house for days, of course, I thought Jake could probably plow right through the snow, melting it along the way, but I would just keep that thought to myself... Just then a breeze blew in from the kitchen and I could smell chicken frying..
I tiptoed around the intricate path of candles out the doorway and peeked my head around the corner..
It was so sweet, Jake was wearing an apron cooking dinner for us.. fried chicken, potatoes, macaroni and cheese, biscuits... geez he had made enough for an army, were we expecting company..I hope not.
"Hey, aren't I supposed to be the housewife cooking meals for my big strong husband while he brings home the bacon?" I said smiling, wrapping my arms around his waist.
He turned around and smiled, "well I wanted to do something nice for the woman I love on our first night in OUR home," he stopped, "Man, that sounds really good doesn't it OUR home.."
he wrapped his arms around my waist, planting a light kiss on my lips, "It certainly does Mr. Black and I must say," I said taking a step back but keeping my hands lightly on his waist, "you are unbelievably sexy in that apron my friend," we both started laughing and he picked me up and swung me around in a circle..
"Well you wouldn't even be able to tell by the time we sat down for dinner but, I'd still rather not get popped all over the chest with chicken grease," he chuckled.. "So what do you say we test out this kitchen table here, I'm starving."
After Jake and I finished eating, well mostly Jake I still didn't quite have my appetite back, and Jake took care of everything he made anyway, I think he might have ate a total of about 3 chickens, I giggled and he raised his eyebrows, while I showed him the last thought I'd had, he laughed and kissed me on the forehead..
We were sitting in front of the fireplace just relaxing, soaking in the silence... it was one of the only times since we'd gotten married that we'd been really alone, well besides the honeymoon, as Jake began to drift off I started to think back to that amazing week...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
I tiptoed around the intricate path of candles out the doorway and peeked my head around the corner..
It was so sweet, Jake was wearing an apron cooking dinner for us.. fried chicken, potatoes, macaroni and cheese, biscuits... geez he had made enough for an army, were we expecting company..I hope not.
"Hey, aren't I supposed to be the housewife cooking meals for my big strong husband while he brings home the bacon?" I said smiling, wrapping my arms around his waist.
He turned around and smiled, "well I wanted to do something nice for the woman I love on our first night in OUR home," he stopped, "Man, that sounds really good doesn't it OUR home.."
he wrapped his arms around my waist, planting a light kiss on my lips, "It certainly does Mr. Black and I must say," I said taking a step back but keeping my hands lightly on his waist, "you are unbelievably sexy in that apron my friend," we both started laughing and he picked me up and swung me around in a circle..
"Well you wouldn't even be able to tell by the time we sat down for dinner but, I'd still rather not get popped all over the chest with chicken grease," he chuckled.. "So what do you say we test out this kitchen table here, I'm starving."
After Jake and I finished eating, well mostly Jake I still didn't quite have my appetite back, and Jake took care of everything he made anyway, I think he might have ate a total of about 3 chickens, I giggled and he raised his eyebrows, while I showed him the last thought I'd had, he laughed and kissed me on the forehead..
We were sitting in front of the fireplace just relaxing, soaking in the silence... it was one of the only times since we'd gotten married that we'd been really alone, well besides the honeymoon, as Jake began to drift off I started to think back to that amazing week...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Friday, August 27, 2010
The House...
Alice excitedly led the way down a path from the main house that had been laid out, probably by Emmett, by hand with beautiful flat stones, my Mother and Father's cottage was off to the west while this path veered to the far east of the forest. We were getting closer so she told us both to close our eyes, I couldn't deny I was so excited that I kept trying to sneak a peek, Jacob heard the acceleration in my heart beat and playfully leaned over to cover my eyes. We both lightly laughed, I could hear my Mother and Father's light footsteps following behind us, so I concentrated on each light thud to try to calm myself down, geez why was this taking so long? I wanted to break into a run, but clearly I had no idea where I was going so that wouldn't do anyone any good, I was so excited to finally be in "Our" home, with "My" husband, I couldn't wait any longer...
"Okay," Alice said, "were here, now not just yet let me get you in the perfect position first,". I could smell the fire burning inside and I was even more excited if that was possible, I don't know why but most of my fantasies of Jacob and I together always seemed to be centered around a fire, he was just so beautiful in the dancing light of a fire, I just.. "Hahahum", my Father cleared his throat, "oops sorry Dad" I said in my thoughts...
"Okay, 1-2-3 open..." ahhh, it was breathtaking, sitting here in what I thought had to be the lushest, greenest part of the forest was a replica of Billy Blacks little red house, complete with a makeshift shed off to the right for Jacob's tinkering projects, It was... perfect. I don't know how they knew, but all the nights I had lied awake dreaming of being Jacob's wife, and mother to his children, dreamed of playing house... it was never my home I pictured us in it was always this one, I can't explain but I just felt as if Jacob fit perfectly there, it was just like him.. rustic, outdoorsy, simple, but undeniably beautiful.. perfect it already felt like home. Everyone was very quiet and I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks, I turned to look at Jacob and light tears were slowly falling from his eyes, he smiled his brightest smile and scooped me up while we both swung in a circle, laughing. I could see Alice beaming, she said "I'm sooo glad your better at displaying emotion and gratitude than your Mother is, she said smiling. My Mom just rolled her eyes, I went to hug Alice, "Thank you, Thank you, Thank you," I said smiling, "It's beautiful, absolutely perfect." "Yeah," Jake said "I couldn't have thought of a better place for Ness and I to lay down some roots," with that my Father rolled his eyes. "Well we'll let you guys go inside and have some time to get used to the place, Jake the kitchen's stocked with a ton of food and a sturdy kitchen table," Jake and I exchanged glances, giggling at our private joke, "And Ness the closets stocked with the best of the best use it wisely, unlike some people..." she playfully eyed my Mother's white t-shirt and jeans ensemble.
We exchanged hugs and thank yous to everyone, and Jake quickly scooped me up to carry me over the threshold of our first home..
The inside was just as perfect, there was a dark, rustic wood floor, and it was paneled in a contrasting wood on the walls. The wall around the fire place was the same red as the outside, and there was a beautiful beach wood fire burning. Above the fireplace was an amazing sepia photo of us from our wedding day, and along the mantle were several candles of different sizes. There were family photos Everywhere, just as I would have wanted it, nothing was matching but it all flowed cohesively just the same. All the pieces of furniture were cushy and over sized in natural outdoorsy colors, the kitchen was bright, open, happy and Jake was already going through the cabinets.. After he had a light snack we explored the bathroom, nothing exciting there, the over sized closet, that led right to our room..
Our bed was large over sized, sturdy wood, it was the exact russet color of Jacobs skin, covered with a soft down comforter and a million pillows.. Jake playfully picked me up and slung me onto the bed we both started laughing, kissing, tossing pillows onto the floor, he started unbuttoning his flannel shirt and tossed it to the corner. He smiled, " Ness, I don't think anyone in the history of the world has been happier than I am right at this very moment," with that his face lightened, he was gently stroking my arm, rubbing my hair just looking into my eyes, talking without words. He looked more serene than I'd ever seen him..
I was soo in love with this man, I kinda attacked! We started feverishly kissing one another, one of his hands were wrapped in my hair, the other at my waist pulling me tighter... it was amazing. We fit with each other soo well, sometimes I feel as if we are one person, every movement in perfect synchronization, like a well choreographed dance, he was so warm, so strong, Amazing. Perfect. He had the most amazing outdoorsy smell it was absolutely intoxicating, and his muscles... We were both lying there trying to catch our breath, wrapped in each other's arms, nothing separating us from one another.. he was gently tracing his hands up and down my spine and I could feel the goosebumps, the flush in my cheeks...
I leaned up on one arm, looking at his face, I had seen him happy before, our proposal, our wedding day, the first time, but this was something different... he was totally euphoric, and by the look in his eyes I would guess my face was portraying the same emotion.
"I love you Jake,".
"And I love you Ness, more than words can explain..."
And then we kissed...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
"Okay," Alice said, "were here, now not just yet let me get you in the perfect position first,". I could smell the fire burning inside and I was even more excited if that was possible, I don't know why but most of my fantasies of Jacob and I together always seemed to be centered around a fire, he was just so beautiful in the dancing light of a fire, I just.. "Hahahum", my Father cleared his throat, "oops sorry Dad" I said in my thoughts...
"Okay, 1-2-3 open..." ahhh, it was breathtaking, sitting here in what I thought had to be the lushest, greenest part of the forest was a replica of Billy Blacks little red house, complete with a makeshift shed off to the right for Jacob's tinkering projects, It was... perfect. I don't know how they knew, but all the nights I had lied awake dreaming of being Jacob's wife, and mother to his children, dreamed of playing house... it was never my home I pictured us in it was always this one, I can't explain but I just felt as if Jacob fit perfectly there, it was just like him.. rustic, outdoorsy, simple, but undeniably beautiful.. perfect it already felt like home. Everyone was very quiet and I could feel the tears rolling down my cheeks, I turned to look at Jacob and light tears were slowly falling from his eyes, he smiled his brightest smile and scooped me up while we both swung in a circle, laughing. I could see Alice beaming, she said "I'm sooo glad your better at displaying emotion and gratitude than your Mother is, she said smiling. My Mom just rolled her eyes, I went to hug Alice, "Thank you, Thank you, Thank you," I said smiling, "It's beautiful, absolutely perfect." "Yeah," Jake said "I couldn't have thought of a better place for Ness and I to lay down some roots," with that my Father rolled his eyes. "Well we'll let you guys go inside and have some time to get used to the place, Jake the kitchen's stocked with a ton of food and a sturdy kitchen table," Jake and I exchanged glances, giggling at our private joke, "And Ness the closets stocked with the best of the best use it wisely, unlike some people..." she playfully eyed my Mother's white t-shirt and jeans ensemble.
We exchanged hugs and thank yous to everyone, and Jake quickly scooped me up to carry me over the threshold of our first home..
The inside was just as perfect, there was a dark, rustic wood floor, and it was paneled in a contrasting wood on the walls. The wall around the fire place was the same red as the outside, and there was a beautiful beach wood fire burning. Above the fireplace was an amazing sepia photo of us from our wedding day, and along the mantle were several candles of different sizes. There were family photos Everywhere, just as I would have wanted it, nothing was matching but it all flowed cohesively just the same. All the pieces of furniture were cushy and over sized in natural outdoorsy colors, the kitchen was bright, open, happy and Jake was already going through the cabinets.. After he had a light snack we explored the bathroom, nothing exciting there, the over sized closet, that led right to our room..
Our bed was large over sized, sturdy wood, it was the exact russet color of Jacobs skin, covered with a soft down comforter and a million pillows.. Jake playfully picked me up and slung me onto the bed we both started laughing, kissing, tossing pillows onto the floor, he started unbuttoning his flannel shirt and tossed it to the corner. He smiled, " Ness, I don't think anyone in the history of the world has been happier than I am right at this very moment," with that his face lightened, he was gently stroking my arm, rubbing my hair just looking into my eyes, talking without words. He looked more serene than I'd ever seen him..
I was soo in love with this man, I kinda attacked! We started feverishly kissing one another, one of his hands were wrapped in my hair, the other at my waist pulling me tighter... it was amazing. We fit with each other soo well, sometimes I feel as if we are one person, every movement in perfect synchronization, like a well choreographed dance, he was so warm, so strong, Amazing. Perfect. He had the most amazing outdoorsy smell it was absolutely intoxicating, and his muscles... We were both lying there trying to catch our breath, wrapped in each other's arms, nothing separating us from one another.. he was gently tracing his hands up and down my spine and I could feel the goosebumps, the flush in my cheeks...
I leaned up on one arm, looking at his face, I had seen him happy before, our proposal, our wedding day, the first time, but this was something different... he was totally euphoric, and by the look in his eyes I would guess my face was portraying the same emotion.
"I love you Jake,".
"And I love you Ness, more than words can explain..."
And then we kissed...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Thursday, August 26, 2010
The Next Morning...
When I woke up the sun was shining brightly through the glass, and I was warm, almost too warm, but I had finally had a good nights sleep. Alice told us that our house would be ready today, so I was thankful that I was well rested, I knew Jake would be more than excited to get moved, he liked it here but he couldn't always deny his natural aversion to vampires, and I knew that Leah was constantly in his mind giving him grief about "switching sides". I couldn't deny it would be nice to get some distance between us and my family, it's not always easy living in a house with a mind reader and a family with impossibly keen hearing.. it would feel good to kind of be "on our own". I had spent so many nights dreaming of what it would be like to be Jacob's wife, watching Emily take care of Sam, I was so envious, I wanted to cook for Jacob, and be that strong woman that gave him a steady base to come home to no matter what the day had thrown at him. To be able to be his rock, even though he was so sure of himself, I knew he appreciated me being there to listen, and talk to and I always wanted to be there for him. There was nothing I liked more than lying in bed holding each other saying everything that we could never tell anyone else, so intimate...
Yes I was excited! I couldn't even wait for him to wake up, I got up and started getting dressed, combing out my curls with my fingers, I knew that if I got up first it was only a matter of minutes before he would follow. He came around the corner and said "Ness what are you in such a hurry for?".
"Alice said they were putting the finishing touches on our place today, I'm gonna go see if there ready to welcome us to our "humble abode"..we both started laughing and he scooped me up in his arms, we went spinning out the bathroom door and landed on the bed..
"I'm sooo excited Ness, not that I don't like it here.." he rolled his eyes, and I giggled, "But it will definitely be nice to get some time alone, and not constantly have to guard my thoughts around the house when your Father's here, I mean were newlyweds for crying out loud!", we both started laughing again.
"I know Jake," I said rubbing my hand up and down his side, we were lying down my head on his shoulder, "I can't wait to "play house" with you, you know really feel like I'm your wife and spend our evenings eating meals around OUR table, talk and hold hands around OUR fireplace, hmm I wonder if we'll have a fireplace? Or if Alice even thought to give us a table, surely she didn't think we'd be hunting all the time you think?"
"I'm sure it will be great Ness, and Esme would never put together a home without a table, that would be soo passe," he said making a grand gesture with his hands. We both started hysterically laughing and mock wrestling with each other, when we heard a knock at the door, I sat up "Come in.."
Alice slowly opened the door, which I knew must be hard for her, I was sure she was bursting with excitement... I was right. "Are you ready to see your New House?", she said bouncing with excitement, she was already helping us both off of the bed.
"Just let me go grab a shirt," Jake said. "No you don't have to do that," I said giggling. He just rolled his eyes, smiling walking towards the closet "I'll meet you guys down stairs."
My Mother and Father were at the foot of the stairs their heads touching gently embracing one another, I landed at the the bottom of the stairs with a light thud, and my Mother looked up. She looked so worried that I instantly went to her and wrapped my arms around her waist, "Mom what's wrong, did something happen?" I looked up into her warm, topaz eyes.. soft filled with concern.
"No honey, nothings wrong I just can't believe you were only born 10 short years ago and here you are moving out on your own, a grown married woman.." She looked like she would've been crying if she could. My Father was lightly rubbing up and down her shoulders. I assume that it was probably similar to what a parent feels when their child leaves for college, she knew that I would be safe, that it was a great adventure, surely only what was best for me, but still you hurt to see your baby leaving...
"Oh Mom, I'm only going to be right through the woods, I'm always here when you need me," I said encouragingly squeezing just a little tighter. While my Mother was so strong physically and could protect countless vampires with her shield, I still felt like she was fragile and in need of protection and care, sometimes I felt like I was her Mother. But, I couldn't deny the love I felt for her and it hurt me to see her hurt.. But I knew that with my Father she would be fine and I would always be right there with her, I lifted my hand to her cheek to show her that and she shook her head..
"I know honey, I'll be fine just feeling a little nostalgic today," at that she brightened up a little, "Well are you ready to see your new house?". Just then Jake came down the stairs, "I know I am," he said excitedly my Father shot him a glare, Jake didn't know what had just transpired, or by the look in my Father's eyes maybe that wasn't the only purpose behind the glare, "What, what did I say?" "Nothing Jake, are we all ready then?" I said looking at my Mother.
"Ready as I'll ever be.."she said taking in a deep breath, a forced smile across her face...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Yes I was excited! I couldn't even wait for him to wake up, I got up and started getting dressed, combing out my curls with my fingers, I knew that if I got up first it was only a matter of minutes before he would follow. He came around the corner and said "Ness what are you in such a hurry for?".
"Alice said they were putting the finishing touches on our place today, I'm gonna go see if there ready to welcome us to our "humble abode"..we both started laughing and he scooped me up in his arms, we went spinning out the bathroom door and landed on the bed..
"I'm sooo excited Ness, not that I don't like it here.." he rolled his eyes, and I giggled, "But it will definitely be nice to get some time alone, and not constantly have to guard my thoughts around the house when your Father's here, I mean were newlyweds for crying out loud!", we both started laughing again.
"I know Jake," I said rubbing my hand up and down his side, we were lying down my head on his shoulder, "I can't wait to "play house" with you, you know really feel like I'm your wife and spend our evenings eating meals around OUR table, talk and hold hands around OUR fireplace, hmm I wonder if we'll have a fireplace? Or if Alice even thought to give us a table, surely she didn't think we'd be hunting all the time you think?"
"I'm sure it will be great Ness, and Esme would never put together a home without a table, that would be soo passe," he said making a grand gesture with his hands. We both started hysterically laughing and mock wrestling with each other, when we heard a knock at the door, I sat up "Come in.."
Alice slowly opened the door, which I knew must be hard for her, I was sure she was bursting with excitement... I was right. "Are you ready to see your New House?", she said bouncing with excitement, she was already helping us both off of the bed.
"Just let me go grab a shirt," Jake said. "No you don't have to do that," I said giggling. He just rolled his eyes, smiling walking towards the closet "I'll meet you guys down stairs."
My Mother and Father were at the foot of the stairs their heads touching gently embracing one another, I landed at the the bottom of the stairs with a light thud, and my Mother looked up. She looked so worried that I instantly went to her and wrapped my arms around her waist, "Mom what's wrong, did something happen?" I looked up into her warm, topaz eyes.. soft filled with concern.
"No honey, nothings wrong I just can't believe you were only born 10 short years ago and here you are moving out on your own, a grown married woman.." She looked like she would've been crying if she could. My Father was lightly rubbing up and down her shoulders. I assume that it was probably similar to what a parent feels when their child leaves for college, she knew that I would be safe, that it was a great adventure, surely only what was best for me, but still you hurt to see your baby leaving...
"Oh Mom, I'm only going to be right through the woods, I'm always here when you need me," I said encouragingly squeezing just a little tighter. While my Mother was so strong physically and could protect countless vampires with her shield, I still felt like she was fragile and in need of protection and care, sometimes I felt like I was her Mother. But, I couldn't deny the love I felt for her and it hurt me to see her hurt.. But I knew that with my Father she would be fine and I would always be right there with her, I lifted my hand to her cheek to show her that and she shook her head..
"I know honey, I'll be fine just feeling a little nostalgic today," at that she brightened up a little, "Well are you ready to see your new house?". Just then Jake came down the stairs, "I know I am," he said excitedly my Father shot him a glare, Jake didn't know what had just transpired, or by the look in my Father's eyes maybe that wasn't the only purpose behind the glare, "What, what did I say?" "Nothing Jake, are we all ready then?" I said looking at my Mother.
"Ready as I'll ever be.."she said taking in a deep breath, a forced smile across her face...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Wednesday, August 25, 2010
Taylor Lautner – More photos from the Michael Comte Photoshoot 2009 | Twilight Guide
Taylor Lautner – More photos from the Michael Comte Photoshoot 2009 Twilight Guide
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Midnight Sun
Hi:)
I just wanted to share the link for the unfinished draft to Midnight Sun by: Stephenie Meyer!!
This is essentially Twilight from Edwards Point of View, it is awesome!! But, I must warn you, you'll be like NOOOO!!! when it ends:)
http://stepheniemeyer.com/pdf/midnightsun_partial_draft4.pdf
There's supposed to be 16 chapters on here!!! Hope you enjoy!!
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
I just wanted to share the link for the unfinished draft to Midnight Sun by: Stephenie Meyer!!
This is essentially Twilight from Edwards Point of View, it is awesome!! But, I must warn you, you'll be like NOOOO!!! when it ends:)
http://stepheniemeyer.com/pdf/midnightsun_partial_draft4.pdf
There's supposed to be 16 chapters on here!!! Hope you enjoy!!
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Still Wondering...
I was lying in bed on my stomach my hair laid out all around me looking out into the lush forest, I could hear the river rushing by, increased by the melting snow drifts.. our room was on the south side of the house at the top corner, framed by two glass walls. Even without the keen senses from being a half vampire-half human you couldn't deny the beauty that surrounds us here. It's amazing the color, lights and sounds that filled the forest surrounding our home, it was a perfect setting for the mythical creatures that made up our family and friends here in Forks.. I could only think of one thing more beautiful and he was gently stroking up and down my back, running his hands through my hair...
It was hard to believe that someone so strong, with such big, sure, dependable hands could be so gentle and loving at the same time. He truly was amazing every touch sent a surge through my body that could not be explained with words... we both ran a warmer temperature than average humans yet every touch sent a wave of chills all over my skin, and his.. "You truly are beautiful in the moonlight Ness, well your beautiful all the time, but your skin, your hair.. something about the moonlight just makes it more, more..." he leaned over to kiss me and that was the end of that conversation...
I could tell he was exhausted.. he had ran patrol with Leah and Seth part of the day, and spent half the night up with me so I was glad he was getting some rest now, besides it gave me some time to think. We had spoken to Carlisle earlier in the day about how I had recently been feeling, he wasn't surprised.. I guess my Father had been more concerned than he was letting on.
Carlisle was an amazing Doctor, he couldn't count the endless lives he had saved, he was an amazing human being (yes, I say human being because there's no other way around it, for someone to put everything about themselves on the back burner for no other reason but to help all of mankind, well there's really nothing more humane and noble.) He knew almost as much about vampires as he did about humans, he had certainly tried to help as many of them as possible, tried to show them a better, more decent way to live. But, me I was something all together different to him, truly unique, almost one of a kind.. he tested, poked, prodded, and pondered (as much as I would allow) trying his best to understand and help give any insight he could as to what was expected in my life. But he couldn't find any reason for my sudden aversion to hunting and consuming blood.
"Renesmee, I wish there was something I could tell you, " he said while unwrapping the blood pressure cuff from my arm, "your healthy as a horse, I don't see anything wrong from all of the tests I ran this morning, I'll think about it, do a little research while I'm at the hospital and I'll let you know if I come up with anything," he said. Carlisle was good at keeping calm under enormous amounts of pressure, but I could see a slight glitch of doubt in his eyes, a light nod of his head when exchanging glances with my Father, very subtle but detectable when you knew what to look for..
Right now I'm going to try my best to get some rest, I've been abnormally tired lately, what with just getting home from the honeymoon in Alaska, and not sleeping well, in and out of odd dreams.. I rolled over into the nook of Jacob's side, I fit perfectly here and he was soo warm, he let out a small, muffled growl and lowered his arms around me, I could already feel myself drifting off.....
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
It was hard to believe that someone so strong, with such big, sure, dependable hands could be so gentle and loving at the same time. He truly was amazing every touch sent a surge through my body that could not be explained with words... we both ran a warmer temperature than average humans yet every touch sent a wave of chills all over my skin, and his.. "You truly are beautiful in the moonlight Ness, well your beautiful all the time, but your skin, your hair.. something about the moonlight just makes it more, more..." he leaned over to kiss me and that was the end of that conversation...
I could tell he was exhausted.. he had ran patrol with Leah and Seth part of the day, and spent half the night up with me so I was glad he was getting some rest now, besides it gave me some time to think. We had spoken to Carlisle earlier in the day about how I had recently been feeling, he wasn't surprised.. I guess my Father had been more concerned than he was letting on.
Carlisle was an amazing Doctor, he couldn't count the endless lives he had saved, he was an amazing human being (yes, I say human being because there's no other way around it, for someone to put everything about themselves on the back burner for no other reason but to help all of mankind, well there's really nothing more humane and noble.) He knew almost as much about vampires as he did about humans, he had certainly tried to help as many of them as possible, tried to show them a better, more decent way to live. But, me I was something all together different to him, truly unique, almost one of a kind.. he tested, poked, prodded, and pondered (as much as I would allow) trying his best to understand and help give any insight he could as to what was expected in my life. But he couldn't find any reason for my sudden aversion to hunting and consuming blood.
"Renesmee, I wish there was something I could tell you, " he said while unwrapping the blood pressure cuff from my arm, "your healthy as a horse, I don't see anything wrong from all of the tests I ran this morning, I'll think about it, do a little research while I'm at the hospital and I'll let you know if I come up with anything," he said. Carlisle was good at keeping calm under enormous amounts of pressure, but I could see a slight glitch of doubt in his eyes, a light nod of his head when exchanging glances with my Father, very subtle but detectable when you knew what to look for..
Right now I'm going to try my best to get some rest, I've been abnormally tired lately, what with just getting home from the honeymoon in Alaska, and not sleeping well, in and out of odd dreams.. I rolled over into the nook of Jacob's side, I fit perfectly here and he was soo warm, he let out a small, muffled growl and lowered his arms around me, I could already feel myself drifting off.....
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Tuesday, August 24, 2010
Wondering...
I mean how many years had I spent hunting with my family, right now as I speak I had a dull burn in my throat. Jacob and I were sitting on the porch swing of my families home, and he was already snoring beside me... I definately envy his freedom to slip into oblivion in a mere matter of seconds, how many nights had I laid awake plagued by vivid nightmares full of nothingness..
Nothing but an empty forest, a stranded beach, the feeling of being alone..
The forest wasn't something I had seen alot of in the last week, the thought of hunting literally had made me sick to my stomach, which was growing increasingly more worriesome. I had loved competing with Jacob, hunting in the lush, green, wet forest for as long as I could remember.. there was something about being in your most primal form with the man you love, it's hard to explain.. but lately I just couldn't and since i've always been able to consume human food when i've wanted to no one's really questioned it...yet. I'm sure it will only be a matter of time before my Mother will notice that I haven't been hunting and start asking questions, she's always been eerily perceptible.. but I didn't know what was wrong myself,so I couldn't begin to explain to her either. But something was definately different..
I was wrapped in Jacob's arms, it was a chilly morning, there was still snow sitting on the ground in some spots, he stopped snoring and lazily opened his eyes.. leaning his head forward he kissed my cheek.. "Ness, something really is bothering you isn't it, you know you can tell me whatever it is... just think it's only going to be a matter of time before Esme and Alice are finished with our house and then we'll have all the alone time in the world," he smiled.
"No it's not that, I don't mind being here with everyone, it's not so bad..I, i'm just not feeling myself lately," I said.
"Well it's definately been a whirlwind what with the wedding and the honeymoon in Alaska..maybe your just really exhausted, I know you haven't been sleeping well lately, even though you think I sleep like the undead," he grinned. "Sometimes I lie awake and watch you.. dreaming you can be a very restless sleeper sometimes.. you mumble, and look worried..."
Well I knew he wasn't going to let it go, i've never seen anyone worry so much over someone except maybe my Father over my Mother, but even Jake could rival that..
I lifted my hand to his throat to show him the burning, "Ness if you want to hunt all you have to do is say so, I know were still in the honeymoon phase, but we have to take time for necessities," he said while lifting my hand to kiss it and kissing down my arm....
So I gently lifted my hand back to his throat to show him that I couldn't and I didn't know why, he felt the cloud of doubt in my mind and his deep brow started to furrow.. "Are you sick Ness, not feeling well.. maybe we should go talk to Carlisle?"
"No I wouldn't want to worry anyone, i'm sure my Father has unintentionally seen what i'm thinking if there was any reason for concern surely he would've come to me.."I said.
"Your probably right Ness, but still we should probably go tell them, I..I mean if anything ever happened to you.." he let his head drop leaving my eyes, I didn't want to see him worry so I agreed to talk to Carlisle later.. "Do you want to go back upstairs?" I said wagging my eyebrows, but he had already started laughing and thrown me over his shoulder to run upstairs, luckily everyone was out hunting right now....
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Nothing but an empty forest, a stranded beach, the feeling of being alone..
The forest wasn't something I had seen alot of in the last week, the thought of hunting literally had made me sick to my stomach, which was growing increasingly more worriesome. I had loved competing with Jacob, hunting in the lush, green, wet forest for as long as I could remember.. there was something about being in your most primal form with the man you love, it's hard to explain.. but lately I just couldn't and since i've always been able to consume human food when i've wanted to no one's really questioned it...yet. I'm sure it will only be a matter of time before my Mother will notice that I haven't been hunting and start asking questions, she's always been eerily perceptible.. but I didn't know what was wrong myself,so I couldn't begin to explain to her either. But something was definately different..
I was wrapped in Jacob's arms, it was a chilly morning, there was still snow sitting on the ground in some spots, he stopped snoring and lazily opened his eyes.. leaning his head forward he kissed my cheek.. "Ness, something really is bothering you isn't it, you know you can tell me whatever it is... just think it's only going to be a matter of time before Esme and Alice are finished with our house and then we'll have all the alone time in the world," he smiled.
"No it's not that, I don't mind being here with everyone, it's not so bad..I, i'm just not feeling myself lately," I said.
"Well it's definately been a whirlwind what with the wedding and the honeymoon in Alaska..maybe your just really exhausted, I know you haven't been sleeping well lately, even though you think I sleep like the undead," he grinned. "Sometimes I lie awake and watch you.. dreaming you can be a very restless sleeper sometimes.. you mumble, and look worried..."
Well I knew he wasn't going to let it go, i've never seen anyone worry so much over someone except maybe my Father over my Mother, but even Jake could rival that..
I lifted my hand to his throat to show him the burning, "Ness if you want to hunt all you have to do is say so, I know were still in the honeymoon phase, but we have to take time for necessities," he said while lifting my hand to kiss it and kissing down my arm....
So I gently lifted my hand back to his throat to show him that I couldn't and I didn't know why, he felt the cloud of doubt in my mind and his deep brow started to furrow.. "Are you sick Ness, not feeling well.. maybe we should go talk to Carlisle?"
"No I wouldn't want to worry anyone, i'm sure my Father has unintentionally seen what i'm thinking if there was any reason for concern surely he would've come to me.."I said.
"Your probably right Ness, but still we should probably go tell them, I..I mean if anything ever happened to you.." he let his head drop leaving my eyes, I didn't want to see him worry so I agreed to talk to Carlisle later.. "Do you want to go back upstairs?" I said wagging my eyebrows, but he had already started laughing and thrown me over his shoulder to run upstairs, luckily everyone was out hunting right now....
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Monday, August 23, 2010
The Wedding Day...
Surprisingly everyone was more excited and happy than we anticipated, they all knew it was coming, and though I knew my father was nervous, he knew that no one was better suited for me, even he couldn't doubt it. Alice was probably the most excited of all after all it gave her a reason to plan an event. But I assured her that I wanted to get married in La Push, something traditional, small and beautiful. And she was okay with that, "after all," she said "it's just your FIRST wedding." We all started laughing, my Mother was elated, she considered Jake her brother, and she knew how much I cared for him... It was perfect..
Our wedding was beautiful and low key, with both of our families in attendance. You could feel the love in the air. We got married in Billy's back yard, the little red house the back drop for the rustic outdoor wedding, Alice had beautiful bronze colored bows draped on the chairs, with local wildflowers everywhere, my dress was off white with a chocolate brown sash the color of my eyes, and I was barefoot, very simple, yet very beautiful, my hair hung in ringlets down my back crowned by a wreath of lavender, as I carried a bouquet of wildflowers, all the girls were dressed in simple, yet beautiful knee length dresses each representative of their own personal style, while still perfectly fitting into the outdoor theme. The men wore khaki pants and linen shirts, casual and extremely handsome, each a single wildflower pinned to the shirt. As I heard the music for my father and I to walk around the corner, he turned and asked if I was ready, I showed him with my thoughts, how happy and in love I was he couldn't doubt it.. he grinned his crooked grin at me, just as I grinned the same grin back to him.. As I turned the corner I seen Jake up front, under a beautiful alter that he had intricately carved from wood, weaved with wildflowers, and my father laughed at the acceleration in my heartbeat, but I couldn't take my eyes off of Jake.. We exchanged the words that have been exchanged between people in love for hundreds of years.. "And now you my kiss the bride.." His smile was truly exulatant, I could feel the tears of happiness slowly rolling from my eyes, he gently took my face between his two strong hands and wiped the tears away with the pads of his thumbs, and kissed me.. it was the sweetest, slowest, softest kiss of my life, as he pulled away he said "I love you, you are my life...", and we were, as introduced by Old Quil Ateara, Mr. and Mrs. Jacob Black...
It was undoubtedly the happiest day of my life, all nine years of it.. And as I sit here now watching the sun rise in the arms of my husband... I still don't know what woke me up this morning, but something was changing....
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
Our wedding was beautiful and low key, with both of our families in attendance. You could feel the love in the air. We got married in Billy's back yard, the little red house the back drop for the rustic outdoor wedding, Alice had beautiful bronze colored bows draped on the chairs, with local wildflowers everywhere, my dress was off white with a chocolate brown sash the color of my eyes, and I was barefoot, very simple, yet very beautiful, my hair hung in ringlets down my back crowned by a wreath of lavender, as I carried a bouquet of wildflowers, all the girls were dressed in simple, yet beautiful knee length dresses each representative of their own personal style, while still perfectly fitting into the outdoor theme. The men wore khaki pants and linen shirts, casual and extremely handsome, each a single wildflower pinned to the shirt. As I heard the music for my father and I to walk around the corner, he turned and asked if I was ready, I showed him with my thoughts, how happy and in love I was he couldn't doubt it.. he grinned his crooked grin at me, just as I grinned the same grin back to him.. As I turned the corner I seen Jake up front, under a beautiful alter that he had intricately carved from wood, weaved with wildflowers, and my father laughed at the acceleration in my heartbeat, but I couldn't take my eyes off of Jake.. We exchanged the words that have been exchanged between people in love for hundreds of years.. "And now you my kiss the bride.." His smile was truly exulatant, I could feel the tears of happiness slowly rolling from my eyes, he gently took my face between his two strong hands and wiped the tears away with the pads of his thumbs, and kissed me.. it was the sweetest, slowest, softest kiss of my life, as he pulled away he said "I love you, you are my life...", and we were, as introduced by Old Quil Ateara, Mr. and Mrs. Jacob Black...
It was undoubtedly the happiest day of my life, all nine years of it.. And as I sit here now watching the sun rise in the arms of my husband... I still don't know what woke me up this morning, but something was changing....
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
The Proposal...
My father was becoming more irritable by the day, he had spent the last week sifting through Jacob's thoughts, against my Mother's wishes, which would be a good indication as to how crazy it was driving him, because normally my Mother was essentially his top priority, but with Jacob thinking about asking for my hand in marriage, my father was beside himself to say the least.. It's rather funny to think back on it now, considering he went against almost everyone's wishes and pursued a relationship with my Mother, a fragile (clumsy) human, and fell in love married her and essentially, well here I am.. he above anyone else should know that sometimes there are situations beyond our control. But he was my father, no one else's, and although he had spent the last 8 years sifting through Jacob's thoughts, essentially feeling every emotion he felt for me, he still panicked at the thought of his only daughter being in such close proximity to a Werewolf. But, even he couldn't doubt the love and devotion that Jacob had for me. So, when Jacob had firmly made up his mind that he was going to pop the question (oh that's so cliche) he and my father had had a mental conversation, probably because no one else would have wanted to hear my Father's side of that conversation, and my Father agreed that Jacob had his permission to ask for my hand in marriage..
So the day of, Jacob had been so distant that I was actually starting to get worried, normally we would exchange little kisses all day long, always touching and orbiting around each other, his warmth was just so amazing, when he was around it felt like he was my own personal sun.. But today I knew something was bothering him, his dark eyes were sternly set below his deep brow line in full concentration, and I feared the worst.. Especially since everyone in my family including my father had been odd and brooding for days, what was happening were we leaving, had the Volturi decided they were coming after us again, was something wrong with someone, Billy, was he sick? Jacob? I mean I wasn't exactly sure how it worked, he was a werewolf, but he was also still human, he could still get sick, right? I was really getting nervous, my heartbeat accelerated as all of the thoughts ran through my mind, I could feel the sweat dewing up on the back of my neck, and suddenly he heard my heart and pulled me to a stop..
"Ness, what's wrong?" .. "I, oh Jake are you sick, what's wrong is it Billy, do you have to leave me what's happening, please tell me what's wrong, is there anything I can d-"
"Ness, pleease calm down, what got you so worked up all of a sudden?" , he said smiling his bright smile against his deep, russet skin, any other day it would have been enough to stop me in my tracks, but today something was wrong, and how could he smile when my whole world was being turned upside down..
"But, you.. you've looked so worried all day, and everyone's been acting so weird lately, I just assumed that something was wrong and you didn't want to hurt me so you haven't told me.."
He started laughing and here in the forest it echoed off of all the trees, I was getting angry... "You know you are really more like your Mother than you realize, always jumping... well leaping in great bounds to the wrong conclusions, " he said smiling. I let out a low growl, I could feel the blood rushing to my face, and I knew I was blushing in anger. "There's nothing wrong Ness, I..I'm just doing alot of thinking, trying to find the right words, I'm not to good with words you know..
And with that we stepped between two big trees into a clearing filled with flowers and candles, it was beautiful.. breathtaking... amazing... "Jake you know you really shouldn't contribute to forest fires.." We both started smiling and the tension broke...
He took my hand, and I thought about how my hand was so small in his, how strong he was and how he would always protect me. He placed his other hand onto the small of my back and led me to the center of the clearing.. There had been a tree cut down directly in the middle and as we got closer I seen all of the intricate detail that had been carved into the stump, there was a beautiful wolf howling at the moon, the wood was a deep russet color, just like Jake... there were two other smaller wolves carved out beside of him and on the other side of the wolves was a beautiful girl with long flowing curls, and an angelic face.. As I walked around the stump I seen all of the pack carved out in smaller representation right alongside my family.. it was beautiful, the amount of detail it was both of our worlds intricately weaved together among vines and trees, it was like it showed our whole life right before us, and though we were so different we fit so well together... it was so beautiful I had barely realized the small black box sitting on top of it right in the center. I took in a deep breath, and he wound his arms around me and I turned to look at him....
"Renesmee Cullen, I love you more than life itself, I couldn't imagine my life without you.. You are my sun, my moon, my stars and my universe... I know that we have alot of differences, and our relationship has progressed quickly and in no way Normal, but I will protect, worship, love and adore you until I take my last breath... I wanted to show you how much you mean to me, not just you but your whole family, I know it sounds crazy but our worlds fit perfectly together, and one day..." He traced his hand across the two smaller wolves, "Our families will be one..."
I could feel the tears fall from my face, because although I had doubts and fears, I had seen it too our whole future, I had spent so many nights thinking and dreaming about it, and here it was right in front of me, was this real? Could it be?
"Remesmee, I will love you everyday of forever, will you marry me?"
I couldn't even answer, all I could do was nod my head.. He scooped me up and and we spun around when he placed me down, he kissed me and he was so warm it took my breath away I felt dizzy, my heart beat faster, I knew he could hear it so he put me down, and looked into my eyes, smiling, he was so beautiful, and I had never seen him look happier.
He said "Oh, I guess you want to see the ring?," We both started laughing, as he opened the box, it was beautiful, a single diamond set on a delicate golden band, completely understated and simple, just like Jacob, not overdone, and beautiful. He slid it onto my finger.. "This was my Mother's ring, and although I have two older sisters my Father thought that you should have this, he says you remind him alot of my Mother, her same spirit..." "It's, it's beautiful Jake..". "Really you like it I was worried it wouldn't be enough, I know how extravagant your fam-." "Jake it's perfect, just like you.."
He smiled and kissed me again, taking my breath away. "Shall we go show everyone then?" I asked. This time he took a deep breath...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
So the day of, Jacob had been so distant that I was actually starting to get worried, normally we would exchange little kisses all day long, always touching and orbiting around each other, his warmth was just so amazing, when he was around it felt like he was my own personal sun.. But today I knew something was bothering him, his dark eyes were sternly set below his deep brow line in full concentration, and I feared the worst.. Especially since everyone in my family including my father had been odd and brooding for days, what was happening were we leaving, had the Volturi decided they were coming after us again, was something wrong with someone, Billy, was he sick? Jacob? I mean I wasn't exactly sure how it worked, he was a werewolf, but he was also still human, he could still get sick, right? I was really getting nervous, my heartbeat accelerated as all of the thoughts ran through my mind, I could feel the sweat dewing up on the back of my neck, and suddenly he heard my heart and pulled me to a stop..
"Ness, what's wrong?" .. "I, oh Jake are you sick, what's wrong is it Billy, do you have to leave me what's happening, please tell me what's wrong, is there anything I can d-"
"Ness, pleease calm down, what got you so worked up all of a sudden?" , he said smiling his bright smile against his deep, russet skin, any other day it would have been enough to stop me in my tracks, but today something was wrong, and how could he smile when my whole world was being turned upside down..
"But, you.. you've looked so worried all day, and everyone's been acting so weird lately, I just assumed that something was wrong and you didn't want to hurt me so you haven't told me.."
He started laughing and here in the forest it echoed off of all the trees, I was getting angry... "You know you are really more like your Mother than you realize, always jumping... well leaping in great bounds to the wrong conclusions, " he said smiling. I let out a low growl, I could feel the blood rushing to my face, and I knew I was blushing in anger. "There's nothing wrong Ness, I..I'm just doing alot of thinking, trying to find the right words, I'm not to good with words you know..
And with that we stepped between two big trees into a clearing filled with flowers and candles, it was beautiful.. breathtaking... amazing... "Jake you know you really shouldn't contribute to forest fires.." We both started smiling and the tension broke...
He took my hand, and I thought about how my hand was so small in his, how strong he was and how he would always protect me. He placed his other hand onto the small of my back and led me to the center of the clearing.. There had been a tree cut down directly in the middle and as we got closer I seen all of the intricate detail that had been carved into the stump, there was a beautiful wolf howling at the moon, the wood was a deep russet color, just like Jake... there were two other smaller wolves carved out beside of him and on the other side of the wolves was a beautiful girl with long flowing curls, and an angelic face.. As I walked around the stump I seen all of the pack carved out in smaller representation right alongside my family.. it was beautiful, the amount of detail it was both of our worlds intricately weaved together among vines and trees, it was like it showed our whole life right before us, and though we were so different we fit so well together... it was so beautiful I had barely realized the small black box sitting on top of it right in the center. I took in a deep breath, and he wound his arms around me and I turned to look at him....
"Renesmee Cullen, I love you more than life itself, I couldn't imagine my life without you.. You are my sun, my moon, my stars and my universe... I know that we have alot of differences, and our relationship has progressed quickly and in no way Normal, but I will protect, worship, love and adore you until I take my last breath... I wanted to show you how much you mean to me, not just you but your whole family, I know it sounds crazy but our worlds fit perfectly together, and one day..." He traced his hand across the two smaller wolves, "Our families will be one..."
I could feel the tears fall from my face, because although I had doubts and fears, I had seen it too our whole future, I had spent so many nights thinking and dreaming about it, and here it was right in front of me, was this real? Could it be?
"Remesmee, I will love you everyday of forever, will you marry me?"
I couldn't even answer, all I could do was nod my head.. He scooped me up and and we spun around when he placed me down, he kissed me and he was so warm it took my breath away I felt dizzy, my heart beat faster, I knew he could hear it so he put me down, and looked into my eyes, smiling, he was so beautiful, and I had never seen him look happier.
He said "Oh, I guess you want to see the ring?," We both started laughing, as he opened the box, it was beautiful, a single diamond set on a delicate golden band, completely understated and simple, just like Jacob, not overdone, and beautiful. He slid it onto my finger.. "This was my Mother's ring, and although I have two older sisters my Father thought that you should have this, he says you remind him alot of my Mother, her same spirit..." "It's, it's beautiful Jake..". "Really you like it I was worried it wouldn't be enough, I know how extravagant your fam-." "Jake it's perfect, just like you.."
He smiled and kissed me again, taking my breath away. "Shall we go show everyone then?" I asked. This time he took a deep breath...
As Always With Love Renesmee Cullen-Black as interpreted by Elizabeth Queen
10 years after Breaking Dawn
Renesmee's Point of View....
I don't know why I couldn't sleep.. I had everything I could have ever hoped for and things that I would have never dreamed of. Standing on the front porch of my family's home looking out through the dense forest, it was cold this morning.. I knew it would only be a matter of time before Jake would wake up and realize I was gone, and while I yearned for the warmth of his arms I needed a few minutes to think. About what though I wasn't sure... Since finding out two years ago that I was the object of Jacob's imprinting there had been soo many emotions to comprehend. Obviously I was irrevocably in love with him, there could never be anyone more perfectly suited for me. I felt like he was truly my other half, my joy his joy, my sadness his sadness. There was never a moment when I didn't feel truly in sync with him, it was only natural that we would be together and get married, have babies, grow old together.... well in theory. But that's not to say that it wasn't alot of information to take in when first finding out.. to know that essentially your whole life was planned out while you were still in your Mother's womb, fighting for survival on both of your parts with such a magnetic pull to one another that your own Mother couldn't help but feel overwhelmingly happy and in love when in his presence. I mean there was definitely something to be said for that. But at first I just thought about all the what ifs. What if there really was no PHYSICAL way for us to be together, I mean there were so many unknowns, I being a half vampire- half human and him being a werewolf, could it even be possible? I thought about that all the time, when we were together walking hand in hand down the beach, surely looking like any normal teenage couple to anyone there, all the while I have thoughts running through my mind about our physical compatibility and possibility to procreate one day... I mean it was heavy.. But as always he could since that I was thinking and worried, mostly because I had the same expression and worried frown line between my eyes that my Mother had when she was intensely in thought about something, so it didn't surprise me when he pulled me to a stop. He said "Ness, I know what's bothering you.. I think about it all the time too.." "You do.." I said. "Of course I do.." he said, " not only am I completely in love with you, but I think about everything that affects your life, your future, your safety, your hopes, your dreams. Every aspect of your life runs through my mind every moment of everyday, I know it sounds like so much, but I can't even find the words to tell you how important you are to me, from the moment our eyes met, you were my only reason for living anymore...".
I knew I was blushing I felt the warmth spread up my body to my face, he lifted our intertwined hands and stroked my cheek with the back of his hand.. "See that right there, that's the whole point I was trying to make.." he said, " I know that you worry and I see the doubts drifting through your eyes all the time, I feel every pang of doubt that goes through your mind, every beat that your heart skips.. "and with that he lifted my hand to his heart, and his to mine.. "We are more alike than you think, I Know that we will make it together, I love you more than anything in the world, and I will NEVER let anything hurt you.."
And with that we kissed, it was our first "real kiss" I felt his warmth all around me, it was blinding, our lips moved in perfect sync.. he lifted my arms around his neck, and put his arms around my waist and pulled me tighter to him, he pulled away kissing me lightly on the lips.. "I love you Jacob", "And I love you, more than you could EVER know"..
And it was those same arms that were winding around me right now.. "What are you doing out here, Ness? The suns about to rise.."
"I know I couldn't sleep, I just wanted to come out here and think for a little while, try to get a fresh start on the day", I said. "When I rolled over and you weren't there I was worried, I hope I didn't disturb you.." ,he said, " Do you mind if I sit with you and watch the sunrise Mrs. Black?", "Of course not Mr. Black" I giggled it would take a little while to get used to that..
With Love As Always.. Renesmee Cullen-Black
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
